While I'm thinking I have no purpose, while I keep myself in doubts whether I've done something that could not be reversed but would cause more and more changes inside my personality, while I doubt if I have ever had a personality - the only important thing is that only being in this frame of mind on and on - I'm stable.
No purpose. No destination. No sense. Just another smallest fragment continues it's endless drift through timeline.
Being placed inside worldtrack we are too small to see it all. We are too weak to absorb into our mind all probabilities it handle.
That should be enough to keep the world stable inside me.
That will never be enough.